Blue pill or red pill?

well.. life is all about choices. and choices we made.. make.. or will make can never ever satisfy everybody. human relation is like a never ending-intertwined vines that would eventually hurt somebody with every move we make. gone were the days where i would put myself in the way so that i could protect other people. or at least i've increase the requirements for people to be the person that i'd take a bullet for to minimize the margin of me, myself getting hurt. with every problem, there's a solution. and god knows... solutions, served raw on the plate can never be well accepted by a lot of people. it's somewhat similar to 'the cold hard truth'. im a man of 'right now'. a man of reality. a man with the balls to just directly confront the truth. a man of solutions. a man of 'lets get it done so that we can move on to the next thing'. i try to minimize the 'what if' or even dwelling too much on dreams (dreams & goals are two different things laaa bugger!). i try not to linger for too long with issues. if i think i can do it, i'll go all the way to get it done. if i think i cant, lets just scrap it now on move on to something that i can. that's just the way i am, and that's the way i've been all these years. and here you are mr morpheus.. handing me a red and a blue pill..

"This is your last chance. After this, there is no turning back. You take the blue pill - the story ends, you wake up in your bed and believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill - you stay in Wonderland and I show you how deep the rabbit-hole goes." 

-Morpheus