I miss...

I hereby acknowledge that I am missing all these but are still not as much as I miss my parents and my good friends.. They're my life!

I totally miss Makhbul SP.. the nasi kandar is superb and the rojak is out of this world. Of course, the place is more enjoyable if my friends are around. I also miss my ayam madu and telur sotong in Nasmeer SP, the one in Lagenda Heights. I miss nasi lemak Jalan Dewa and the neighbouring pork slaughter shop..

I also miss my guitaring days.. I miss playing with my band. I miss touring for gigs all over the place. I miss wrecking havoc onstage. I miss composing songs and recording em track by track. I miss all the jamming sessions. I miss tweaking the recording console here and there..

I miss our late night drive. Looking for stupid places to hang out and places to go. The late night drive to hotsprings, to beaches, to haunted places. I miss the uphill drive to Tanjung Jaga. I miss playing dipping balls into the hotspring, walking down the beach and talking nonsense, and scaring the shit out of ourselves.

I miss being the 'couldn't care less' student and just face my days as it come. I miss playing sports in school. I miss throwing the rugby ball and trashing people legally in a rugby match. I miss making a touch and solo sidesteps.

And for once, I miss being loved by a significant other. I miss the feeling of being love. I miss the feeling of making a girl smile, a smile of true happiness. I miss the feeling of forcing myself to remember important dates. I miss being able to smile out of nowhere..

I surrender.. I miss them.. I wonder when will I ever have them again in my life? Or was it just another chapter in the past. I wanna meet someone from the future to tell me what might they have in store for me.

p.s. - ignore the words in red.. they were written there by aliens!!
and yes.. i MISS YOU TOO... =D