According to some friends, i am currently suffering from a major trauma and in a defensive mode when it comes to relationship. They said that I am building a wall around me by putting a LOT of criteria and being fussy about it. This, as they claimed, will put me on a safe zone and thus disabling me from making any progress with any new found relationship even though the chemistry is there.
Another school of thought has devised somewhat a different theory to it. They are saying that I am too of a 'best friend' type than the 'boyfriend materia'l, not having the ego to really keep them interested. According to them, I am the 'nice guy' type and everybody know that nice guys are the last thing a girl want as a bf (eventhough they claim they want a nice guy, just wanna be loved and all, don't be fooled!! xD).
[*all the statement are based on what friends have said to me. I didn't in any way alter the information to make it more dramatic and doesn't intend to cause any personal or emotional harm to the people involved. I value your concerns and I know you guys care about me.. =D]
Okay.. okaayyy.. cut the CRAP!! Do I look traumatized to you?? Do you think I'll be having seizures the moment a girl passes by? Frozen perhaps? Just give me a hot girl and lets see how traumatized am I.. xD muahahhaha *evil laughs! Me, being selective doesn't mean that I am not willing to or that I am gay. It's just that I couldn't really get all the ingredient right yet. I wanna be sure (yeaa.. yeaaa.. i know.. we're not making a car here.. so no guarantees!).. I wanna make a masterpiece.. not some junk that'll end up in the attic.
So... I am the best friend type huh?? I'm just wondering, with this sharp mouth of mine, I could offend a flock of girls in a matter seconds.. So you still think I am the best friend type huh? Nice? That one, it's not for me to judge.. But all i can say is.. Life has never been better than right now. Friends all around, to share tears and laughters.. More time to myself and my interest.. More $$ to spend on what I always wanted.. More freedom in doing what ever shit I wanted.. So, you tell me, is there anything wrong with that?? xD
Verdict: Let it comes naturally.. when it happens, it happens.. xD